Betty-Blinx

I wish I could feel 'those' feelings. I wish be in 'that' group. I wish I could go those 'those' places. I wish I could look like them. I wish wear 'those' clothes. I wish it didn't hurt 'that' much when I see it.

And why not do it here, I mean not many people know I have one of these and even less care. Why? Because I'm in no way artist as you can tell by the like two files I have put on here. But maybe there is another reason people flock way from me. Maybe I just bring people down too much. Maybe they fear having an option on something or feelings about something and expressing them is too much. They push it away and put it down calling it 'emo' (do they even use that term anymore or did they call discover colour and decide to call themselves 'scene') or 'drama queen behaviour'. These are terms that seem to stick to you like molasses. My case in

I'm going to stitch my lips so it all doesn't fall apart Paint a smile across my face so you think everything is alright If I seems vacate or scattered I'm just running away from the voices in my mind I'm doing all this just to keep it together Hoping you don't find out the truth behind it all